LOSER

..is what I felt like tonight :(

So, I was always a very sensitive person growing up - you could look at me the wrong way and I would cry. No lie. I've pretty much grown a little thicker skin and I can handle "life" in a much better way. I haven't really even had any irrational emotional breakdowns since I have been pregnant. Tonight was the final rehearsal for the dance studio that I help out at. The helping out has been teaching the teen jazz class and choreographing 2 jazz dances for them for the recital.

I was so excited about seeing the program and seeing "choreographed by Kimberly....". It has been about 6 years since I have choreographed anything, so I was pumped! Well, guess what was missing in the program. You got it, my name as a choreographer. I know its petty and I am probably more upset because I am about to pop, but I really did want to cry. Its not like I am expecting all this recognition and praise, just a little acknowledgement for the year's worth of hard work. It wasn't even like this was a paying job - I taught the class for free because I was asked to and thought it would be fun. It has been a lot of fun and I have enjoyed being with the girls and getting to know all of their personalities. I will miss them this summer and I will miss our one senior that will be going off to college in the fall. It just stinks that people won't know that I put in the hard work for the dances.

If I can find my point and shoot camera charger I will record the dances and upload them tomorrow or Sunday :)